Pagan Boy in the Wild Wood

A queer Pagan guy on a journey. It's sunny here but there are a lot of thorns in this wood.

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~ Thursday, May 16 ~
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Healthy Skepticism

crowdog66:

hedge-walker:

I think it is good to be skeptical. It is okay to say, “I’m not sure about that. Tell me more.” It’s okay to say, “I personally don’t believe that, but I respect your opinions and beliefs.” It’s okay to decide where the line is in this community by carefully evaluating what is safe and what isn’t.

As an example of the last one, saying you are a reincarnated god? Great! I am an atheist, but I don’t know everything and I am open-minded. You aren’t hurting anyone and I am willing to suspend my disbelief for you enough that you can work and live within the parameters of the identity you have chosen for yourself.

You’re a reincarnated god who is shamelessly attacking others under the guise of an omnipotent knowledge of the world while gaining followers and using them against others. Nope, not in my town.

I think a great example is Otherkin. I, personally, am not Otherkin so I don’t believe that there is anyway that I can decide if that is real or not based simply on the fact that I have never felt that way. I have never had those urges or feelings. Otherkin are largely kind, outgoing, happy people who tend to associate with the pagan/witch tags because a good portion of them are interested in what we do. With few exception they speak on behalf of themselves and seem to enjoy spending more time talking about their experiences and finding others like themselves than stirring the hate pot.

So why is it that we can’t separate our skepticism from anger and intolerance? Why are we really making all of these vague, passive aggressive posts and hitting “send”, sitting smugly at our computers telling ourselves we’ve really done something for the world?

I think the simple answer is that when we are part of a community that is not taken seriously, with so much rampant lying and oneupmanship, our security is knowing that we are more genuine and authentic than x, y, or z.  

Doesn’t that say more about us than them?

So before you make that post saying that real Wiccans are better than Neo-Wiccans or that Otherkin are just incapable of dealing with reality or that taking a spell out of a book isn’t the right way of doing things.

Stop.

Think.

Are you doing it because you want an open discussion that will lead you to educated confirmation or reversal of your skepticism?

Or are you just acting like a scared little kid who wants to “win” the game?

TL;DR: Expressing skepticism in an open-minded way and allowing for discussion=good. Making passive aggressive posts aimed at another person in the community without tagging them and pretending you are winning the “most genuine witch in the community” game=pathetic.

Well said. 

Anything can be argued about/debated/discussed. It’s the intent behind the conversation that counts.


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I:MAGE Exhibition: Making Art is a Magical Act

thewildhuntblog:

As I mentioned earlier this month, from May 19th through the 25th London will host an international collection of esoteric artists in a special exhibition“I:MAGE,” sponsored by Fulgur Esoterica (publisher of the Abraxas journal). Boasting an impressive lineup of artists, both classic and contemporary, I:MAGE promises to bring more attention to esoteric art and show how these creative individuals collectively work towards the “externalization of the mythical.” 

"Hairesis" by Francesco Parisi

“Hairesis” by Francesco Parisi

“Ranging from the work of women pioneers such as Ithell Colquhoun and Steffi Grant, to the dark symbolist themes of Agostino Arrivabene and Denis Forkas Kostromitin, to the contemporary audio-visual practices of NOKO, I:MAGE promises to be a landmark exhibition.”

In speaking with Fulgur Esoterica about the show, they offered to send me some thoughts on the exhibition from two of the participating artists, Jesse Bransford and Francesco Parisi, in addition to insights from Christina Oakley Harrington, co-Editor of Abraxas, and Director of Treadwells esoteric book store in London (which will be hosting a range of talks, presentations, and discussions during the exhibition). I have long felt that esoteric fine art deserves more attention, so it is was my pleasure to accept their kind offer and now share the resulting communications with you here.

Christina Oakley Harrington

Christina Oakley Harrington

Christina Oakley Harrington: “The art world is waking up to the inner realities of its artists, and to the fact that for many centuries, right through modernism, many artists have been profoundly influenced by esoteric ideas and have worked intimately through (and with) occult symbolism. Medieval art history includes the study of iconography and symbolic programmes, but artists of more recent centuries have received no such attention, until the past ten years.  Even the surrealists, some of whose work is profoundly occult, have had their imagery largely overlooked or treated in solely personal terms.

The trends of 20th century art-history and art criticism meant there have been 80 years of writing on art which concentrates not on the inner experience of the artist, or of their symbolic language, but rather on form and materials. This is now changing, and it is very exciting indeed.

Austin Osman Spare

Austin Osman Spare

Recent art exhibitions have highlighted this change: in Paris at the Centre Pompidou in 2009, and at the Tate in Cornwall the following year, to name but two. We can also see it in the revived interest by the art world in Austin Osman Spare, whose work defies comprehension without an appreciation of his inner, esoteric philosophy and his ideas about magic.

When my dear friend Robert Ansell and I launched Abraxas Journal, it was not only to showcase contemporary occult artists to a wider artistic market, and also to bring esoteric fine art to the attention of the pagan community. This exhibition, which Robert is putting on with his company Fulgur Fine Art, is part of this shared vision. He’s putting on the show at a gallery next door to Treadwells, and we hope people will wander between the two spaces. Fugur have the paintings, and Treadwells are holding talks, lectures and a couple filmings. Of course we’re a bookshop, so we’re open all day for book-buying too.

Robert and I both feel that making art is a magical act, a talismanic act, as much as preparing a spell. In fact, it IS the creation of a spell. A spell enchants, it brings closer non-tangible realities to the textured body of our senses. So too does a painting. It makes real here something that is real elsewhere, invisibly.  

One of the aims of I:MAGE exhibition, and of our journal Abraxas, is to make pagans realise how gifted magical people are, even in terms of high culture. Pagans are often associated with pop culture and with charming illustration of the sort one finds on fantasy paperbacks. This is great of course, but what we are keen to show is that we, creative pagans, are everywhere – Pagans for a long time have been making paintings hang in the world’s leading art galleries, that are found framed walls of stately homes, that are in the collections of fine art collectors, are autioned at Sothebys. We just haven’t realised it.

Today there are younger working artists who are pagan in sensibility, and inflused with a magical world view. Some are well-known: Mark Titchner, for example, was on the prestigious British Turner Prize shortlist for his paintings which were in fact actually charged magical sigils. Some are less well-known but are fantastic. I:MAGE will be showcasing some of the brightest of these, and displaying their art next to some very well-known magical artists’ pieces, including Spare.

Jesse Bransford, detail of The Fourth Pyramid, 2013, Dimensions variable, Tempera paint on wall and floor, panels and paper, Installation at Galveston Artist Residency.

Jesse Bransford, detail of The Fourth Pyramid, 2013, Dimensions variable, Tempera paint on wall and floor, panels and paper, Installation at Galveston Artist Residency.

Jesse Bransford: “I came to the magical traditions as a young artist. I had been working with images from the traditions and had exposure to some of the visual aspects (you can’t get an art degree without at least hearing about the golden section). I was also studying the history of science and technology. This field led me to magic as the birthplace of science. As I became more interested in the history of magic (through scholars like Frances Yates, Michael Taussig etc.) I also began reading ‘primary sources.’ This led quickly to places like Fulgur, which I knew of from afar for many years. As time went on I became more involved, and my work became more explicit in it’s reference to and use of the magical traditions I was studying. Magic as a practice and metaphor binds all of my interests in art and life together and has enabled my work to expand into previously unimagined territories.”

Detail from "Pantocrator," a woodcut by Francesco Parisi.

Detail from “Pantocrator,” a woodcut by Francesco Parisi.

Francesco Parisi: “My art tries to focus on the corporeal, the material and the more grounding aspects of experience. I have grown up in a city where transcendental religions looked down on all of that – the pleasure of engraving, the smell of wood, the focus on the image represented. We all know how it goes, the flesh is sinful and the aim is to rise high up above it. That’s why I have explored a Dionysian theme for over ten years of my life. I guess I used it as a way to break free from that moral constriction. Day after day, for ten years, this was my ritual: sweat, hands on artisan work, focusing on the moment of creation rather than hoping for the moment of salvation. My art really isn’t about going up but about staying down and enjoying every moment of it.

I:MAGE marks a very important moment for me as an artist: it represents the possibility to display my work in front of a  public who will be able to competently engage with the message I want to put across, who know what it means to pick up a bowl and offer its content to the gods.”

The opening of I:MAGE is this Sunday, the 19th, from 12-8.30pm at Store Street Gallery in London. If you are anywhere in the vicinity, you owe it to yourself to see this show. You can find out more details at the I:MAGE exhibition site. In addition, Abraxas will be publishing a special edition of its celebrated journal for the show, which is a nice added incentive considering the quality of that publication.

The act of artistic creation is a sacred thing, one that has endured and journeyed into the secular temples we now call galleries and museums. Throughout history art and ritual praxis have melded to create lasting impressions and seismic shifts in our collective culture. We understand our experience through the results of creative process, and we deny this truth at our peril. Many artists already walk a liminal path, veering between the seen and unseen, making them essential guides to the otherworld, to what we call the “esoteric.” They remind us that the mythic is happening right here, right now, not in some distant past. The striving for excellence in the fine arts is a sign of health within any culture, religious or secular, and the nurturing of art should be a key ideal for modern Pagans. This show, I:MAGE, seems to be an important step in that journey.

http://wildhunt.org/2013/05/image-exhibition-making-art-is-a-magical-act.html

Saving this for later because it is exactly my thing, as an artist whose works are definitely esoteric. I wish I could get a copy of the new Abraxas issue, but with international shipping and currency conversion it ends up being $36 D: 

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~ Saturday, May 4 ~
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star-weaver asked: Hi, if spots aren't full could you cast for me please? What's the message I keep missing? (If this isn't ideal, I'm sorry, feel free to skip along)

Hi there! Your reading came as follows:

Chance/Direct (Main indicator)

Something chance-related, surprising and yet obvious. Encounters or accidents are linked somehow, in a very simple way that you may not realize. The Main indicator suggests that this is at the very heart of the matter, so perhaps the message itself.

Past (1st indicator)

These may be consequences or effects of something in the very recent (as suggested by the 1st indicator) past, if not a cycle that has repeated itself several times over.

Guarded (3rd indicator)

The reason you may be missing the message you need could be a lack of trust in yourself or others, as well as a desire to protect what’s important to you (yourself, loved ones). This has been going on for a longer time, though not forever (supported by 3rd indicator), and resolving these feelings may help the issue at large.

Please let me know if this is close to or far off the mark! (also, you didn’t ask for this to be private but if you change your mind I will edit the post!)

PS I am currently CLOSED for wildcasting readings!


~ Monday, April 29 ~
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candybarsandcondoms:

arbordaydreams:

candybarsandcondoms:

New Horizons.


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Inspired by New Horizons - Flyleaf

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When you need to move forward. When you need to just let everything behind you stay behind you, and you need a new beginning.

What you’ll need

  • Photos of your past you want to get rid of.
  • A Marker
  • Blue Canlde
  • Lavender
  • Box.
  • a full night’s sleep.
  • And a Lighter.

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So. This is just a ritual-thingy that I plan to do. It’s something to help you get rid of your past and move on to your future that awaits you. You need a clean slate? You need to get rid of grief? Emotions that are held back? Well.. This might work for you.

Note; We will be using fire in this so be prepared.

Alright lets start. Gather all the materials and go out a bit before dawn. Be in an area where you can clearly see the sunrise. Where nothing blocks your view.

Light up your blue candle, and anoint it with something about Healing.

Take the photographs. ( you can use items that remind you of the past as well. ) Take a minute to look at each one. Then write on them the feelings it gives you. Be sincere and real with the words you write.

After that, set the photos in your box.

Close the box and seal it up. Go ahead and pour some of the blue candle wax on it and seal it up.

Then take your lavender an make a sigil out of the petals. Make the sigil something about healing or strength.

Then wait for the sun to start rising. As soon as you see the first glimpse of the sun, light the box aflame.

> BE CAREFUL. <

Stay there and watch the sun rise. And let your past burn away.

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“When the times keep going wrong, we go right.”

I want to do this, but a) I live in an urban area (with no car) and can’t think of anywhere I could burn something without being noticed (or at least paranoid about being noticed) and b) just thinking about having to look at the photos I’d need for this is painful, much less looking at them in actuality, much less burning them.

That last bit says a lot about how much I need to move on, though. Maybe I can modify candybarsandcondoms’ awesome-sounding spellwork?

Also, Flyleaf <3

Hmmm…

Urban Area; Try a park that has a bonfire area? c:

at the photo part; If it is too painful… I’m not sure what else to say to modify it. :s. A Big part of this is looking at the emotions it gives you, writing them down, and getting rid of them completely. You will never have to feel those emotions because of those pictures again. You’re getting rid of a toxic part of your life.

But yeah, if this doesn’t help definitely modify it to help yourself!

And yes. Flyleaf. <3

I’ve actually never seen a park with a bonfire area XD…bonfires in the city?? But there are totally parks with grilling areas/grills, just…not in walking distance, sadly. However, this made me realize that we will have a patio at our new apartment in June where I should be able to burn things, probably in a grill, since my roomies and I were thinking of getting one.

By then hopefully I will be able to look at the pictures? Although you know, it’s because they remind me of GOOD things I no longer have rather than anything toxic. Everything (in our relationship, this is a relationship thing, predictably) was beautiful and lovely until a month before the end and even then the terrible way it ended was a shock to me. Mostly I need to move beyond wanting what I can’t have and beyond that last betrayal. So would pictures of our good times maybe not be a good choice of things to burn? Or would it represent letting go of these things I wish I still had (but can’t have)?

I’m kinda thinking out loud here, no need to answer my million questions. I just happened to see this post at a time where it is really relevant. 


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I’ve started on the Wildcasting readings!

Also, there are two spots left!

I’ve decided to try to do at least one per day, but that’s ambitious. Thank you all for helping out! I’ve already encountered something I hadn’t thought of, which was what to do if one of the indicators didn’t fall on or near any of the items (as happened in the reading I just did now). I think I have figured it out, but it could still use a lot of tweaking.

I can really feel it working when I do the actual casting though! As in, I feel similar to when I do Tarot readings, rather than just like I’m throwing bits of rock and bone around.

I am also going to make a neat color meanings booklet with illustrations of all the items sometime this summer. Whoo!

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candybarsandcondoms:

New Horizons.


—————————————————

Inspired by New Horizons - Flyleaf

—————————————————

When you need to move forward. When you need to just let everything behind you stay behind you, and you need a new beginning.

What you’ll need

  • Photos of your past you want to get rid of.
  • A Marker
  • Blue Canlde
  • Lavender
  • Box.
  • a full night’s sleep.
  • And a Lighter.

——————————————

So. This is just a ritual-thingy that I plan to do. It’s something to help you get rid of your past and move on to your future that awaits you. You need a clean slate? You need to get rid of grief? Emotions that are held back? Well.. This might work for you.

Note; We will be using fire in this so be prepared.

Alright lets start. Gather all the materials and go out a bit before dawn. Be in an area where you can clearly see the sunrise. Where nothing blocks your view.

Light up your blue candle, and anoint it with something about Healing.

Take the photographs. ( you can use items that remind you of the past as well. ) Take a minute to look at each one. Then write on them the feelings it gives you. Be sincere and real with the words you write.

After that, set the photos in your box.

Close the box and seal it up. Go ahead and pour some of the blue candle wax on it and seal it up.

Then take your lavender an make a sigil out of the petals. Make the sigil something about healing or strength.

Then wait for the sun to start rising. As soon as you see the first glimpse of the sun, light the box aflame.

> BE CAREFUL. <

Stay there and watch the sun rise. And let your past burn away.

—————————-

“When the times keep going wrong, we go right.”

I want to do this, but a) I live in an urban area (with no car) and can’t think of anywhere I could burn something without being noticed (or at least paranoid about being noticed) and b) just thinking about having to look at the photos I’d need for this is painful, much less looking at them in actuality, much less burning them.

That last bit says a lot about how much I need to move on, though. Maybe I can modify candybarsandcondoms’ awesome-sounding spellwork?

Also, Flyleaf <3

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jordancameron:

kendrawcandraw:

Finally done! One of my last projects for my senior portfolio, I drew the top female emcees (at least from late 90s - today) as tarot queens.

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~ Sunday, April 28 ~
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Three spots left for Wildcasting readings!

I currently have seven volunteers in my inbox to help me test my wildcasting divination system, which means I can take three more :)

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~ Saturday, April 27 ~
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Free Readings - Help me figure out my wildcasting system!

It’s been months since I was around to mention the Wildcasting divination system I have been developing…well, and it’s been months since I last touched it. Life has been pretty tumultuous and ridiculously busy, but a) I want to get back on this and b) when I asked Cernunnos what kind of offering he would like for Beltaine, I was told in multiple ways that I should be working on this if not finishing it. 

In any case, this “Wildcasting” is pretty simple cleromancy—the casting of lots—in which the divination is taken from a number of small items, mostly natural with a few personal trinkets thrown in, and how they fall when cast.

In my particular case I have decided to use a set of six small raccoon bones  as signifiers rather than tossing the items onto a pattern of some kind. I will cast the items and then cast the bones over top of them. The bones, which are all of different lengths + a vertebrate, will decide which six items constitute the answer as well as their importance (vertebrate = most important, smallest bone = second, next size = third, etc).

It is also meant to be a largely intuitive process, as you might see by looking at my previous posts about the item meanings.

So, in order to start really testing this out, figuring out what works and what doesn’t, I need some help! Please message me with a simple question, and I will attempt to perform a wildcasting for you.

IMPORTANT STUFF TO REMEMBER:

  1. It will take me several days to a few weeks to get back to you depending on demand and my own school/workload, which is still really heavy. I am a full time art student about to graduate and I work retail part time. I wanted to wait until school ended to do this, but it was requested of me by Cernunnos, so yep.
  2. No yes or no questions (at this time)
  3. I will need feedback on how accurate the readings are! This is absolutely essential! If you are not prepared to at least let me know in a few sentences how well or poorly the reading applied to your question, please do not ask for one.
  4. Anonymous questions are fine as long as you message me again about the accuracy (see above) and identify yourself properly so I know which anon you were.
  5. If you would like to keep the reading private, please let me know and I will not publish it.
  6. I will only take TEN REQUESTS at this time! I will let you know if you got a spot ASAP.

Thank you so much to anyone who helps out! :)

* ~ Message me here! ~ *

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